Ingatlah

Hadith riwayat Syaikhani & Tarmizi

 

Walau sebesar Bukit Uhud sekalipon dosa yang telah kita lakukan,

Sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T masih mengampunkan dosa kita,

Oleh itu kembalilah kepada Nya,

Andaikata hidup ini telah jauh dari landasan yang ditentukan oleh Nya,

Sesungguhnya kasih saying Allah membatasi kasih sayang seluruh makhluk Nya...

Sosilawati

time ak baca paper sosilawati hilang,
 ak hope dy pergi melancong ke melencong tp xbgtau anak dy..
 but then bile paper ckp dy may be kena kurung ke ape ke..
n peguam, n pegawai bank n driver dy..
4 org sekali gus..
mmg agak mencuakkan ak..
seyesly, pagi ni tahu2 dy da dibunuh, kejamnya.
kenapa nk bunuh???
tahu x betapa susahnya nk jumpe org melayu yang kaye mcm dy
perempuan yang berjaya mcm dy
apa salah dy sampai nk bbunuh dy.
xkesiankan dy ke
family dy..
anak2 dy
dh la raye2 ni
mcm chics http://www.chicsinred.com/blog/2010/09/12/kejamnya-kau-manusia  cakap. xksah apa pon motifnye tp xbole la nk bunuh org sekejam ni

Cuba la bayangkan kita di tempat sosilawati;
mcm mana keadaan dy sebelom mati
apa yang dy rasa
mcm mana takotnye nk dibunuh
mcm mana sakitnya dan seksanya sebelom mati

sampai sekarang ak still teringat pasal nurin
ak sgt2 takot bila terpikir mcm mn dorg seksa nurin sampai mati..
apa yg nurin rasa..mcm mana dy meraung
kejamkan manusia ni..
mana perasaan


tahu la nk upah samseng untuk bunuh org ni setakat 500rggt pon bole dapat.
tapi pikir lah kesan2nya..
mcm mana keadaan org yg kita benci atau aniaya itu sebelum dy mati..

tahu xbetapa susahnya doktor kat hospital nk selamatkan org yang cedera parah kena hentak n org
betapa susahnya mak bapak besarkan anak2..
senang2 je org2 yang kejam dan berhati iblis bunuh.

Raya!!!!

hr ry kedua: 

malam semalam ada barbeku, mcm2 ada...umah pak lang cantik sgt2..tp syg ak xbawak camera...ade ayam bakar, dgg, sotong.,udang..sedap sgt2..bihun goreng n some more food..makan smpai kenyang2..smbil tgok bunga api..dorg tembak bunga api...beli smpai beratus2 ringgit..ak tgok je la..mercun bola yg ak beli semua kena rampas n ayah..sob3x

mlm raya:

ayah bawak ak n adik p beli baju n sampin utk raya. ayah beli songkok utk dy, tgh2 ayah pilih2 sampin utk adik, ak rasa sebak, ayah penat2 haritu p jual dgg, malam tu dy sggup bawak kami ke pekan walaupun org sesak semta2 nk beli persiapan raya utk kami. dy bagi duet sebelum tu sorg 200 utk baju. ak terpikir, bole kah nti bila ayah dh tua, ak bt benda yg sama utk dy, bawak dy ke pekan dan belikan sampin n lebai utk dy.. sanggupkah ak bt semua tu utk dy nti

hr ry pertama:

sesi fotgrafi lepas semua balik dr solat raya n melawat kubur...ak ct so xp..dh bnyk tahun xp tgok kubur abg..mak ckp sure abg tny awat adik dy myra xmai pon tgok dy..hahha...ada kah org mati nk tny..

makAN2..P UMAH TOK..neway depa sembelih kambing sekor..puas mkan..hahaha...kambing masak seperiuk besaq ok..

hr raya ke 3:

ak kt rumah ja, tgat kat mat adam...miss my anak sedara..ni dh nk balik kuala nerang, kg mak..buhbye my blog.

Kunci Syurga

ak tgh sedih2..upset...tgok video ni..bt ak regain my spirit.
La ila ha illallah..
tiada tuhan yang berhak disembah melainkan Allah..

downhearted...hurted....depressed..agony

too hurt to talk about anything rite now..

just hurt..

i hate the way i feel..

i hate when i become like this..

just hurt n feel the pain..

i feel like crying my lungs out,..

my focus..

merry gone.,,all gone

i hate this

the anguish..bruises

feel like jumping through out the window of my room..

but die is not easy

it is not the path

i wont choose it

i dont want to die

i am too scared of hell

penalty of the FIRE..

i am hurt....

because u hurt me...

Dr Thaaer Alsaad

ok..fine...
ni dokterr yg agak ngeri gak for some people including me la..
haha..
ak cuak lepas ade la kanak2 riang kelas ak kena marah kes body dlm kelas..
tp mental kat luar...
logik la der,..
ade ko nk fokus 2jam ngadap muka lecturer..
hehe...
ak pon xberjaya pertahan takhta concentration ak ketika lecture semalam
and caught red handed tgh berangan terkenangkan journey ak balik kg smbot posa last week..
hehhe...
best woo...
xnk cer neway pasal tu..

exam mid term ak tu...

disebabkan penat n beria2 baca pasal male reproducticve system n too much about prostate n penis...
jeng3x
i almost put ~I love Penis~ as shout out kat fb ok...
naseb baik kewarasan ak melarang
teringat ak xfilter ak nye fb,.,
kang terbaca dek ayah den..
haha..
thats all
now its all about girl...
wanna have fun with FEmale Reproductive System!

GIrl..Girl...Girl...
the more i get..the more i want..bak kata pitbulll

frUSTRAtion

There was a time when I actually believed,
That I loved you and you loved me
When stars came out late at night,
I dreamed of you 'til morning light
When things between us went so wrong,
Our voids of silence became too long
You said the words which made me cry,
You left me alone to save your pride
When I started to walk away,
A part of me still made me stay
I still remember the times we shared,
When for each other we actually cared
When your presence bought a smile to my face,
And a single kiss kept me smiling for days
I dedicated my life to you,
And you always said you loved me, too
Now I don't understand how it could be
Your caring affection is no longer for me
I remember our songs, smiles, and notes
The underlying warmth of the words we spoke
After all that, I still ask myself
How could I ever love anyone else?
You turned away when I needed you most,
How much you hurt me; you'll never know
Now I have to heal my heart
But I am clueless as to where to start
How do you expect me to act this way,
As if everything's fine and nothing's changed
I want you to know this pain I've been through
I've been hurt badly but now I'm over you
Because I know if we were meant to be,
Someday your heart will bring you back to me
I'll love again, I'll see blue skies
but untill then, I'm leaving you.
I'm saying goodbye.