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There was a time when I actually believed,
That I loved you and you loved me
When stars came out late at night,
I dreamed of you 'til morning light
When things between us went so wrong,
Our voids of silence became too long
You said the words which made me cry,
You left me alone to save your pride
When I started to walk away,
A part of me still made me stay
I still remember the times we shared,
When for each other we actually cared
When your presence bought a smile to my face,
And a single kiss kept me smiling for days
I dedicated my life to you,
And you always said you loved me, too
Now I don't understand how it could be
Your caring affection is no longer for me
I remember our songs, smiles, and notes
The underlying warmth of the words we spoke
After all that, I still ask myself
How could I ever love anyone else?
You turned away when I needed you most,
How much you hurt me; you'll never know
Now I have to heal my heart
But I am clueless as to where to start
How do you expect me to act this way,
As if everything's fine and nothing's changed
I want you to know this pain I've been through
I've been hurt badly but now I'm over you
Because I know if we were meant to be,
Someday your heart will bring you back to me
I'll love again, I'll see blue skies
but untill then, I'm leaving you.
I'm saying goodbye.