Azam Dpt UPNM

Lepas 2 kali saringan temuduga..mula kt tudm kepala batas.pastu kem terendak Melaka..azam dapat tawaran jadi pegawai kadet kt UPNM buat asasi kejuruteraan...nama upnm dlm bi mcm sedap gak..hehe..national defense university. Dia dapat biasiswa kementerian pertahanan. Yuran free, pastu alaun bulan2 masuk 1288rgt..bnyk la kan..untuk budak u..dah la dok pon free kt kem.bestnya dy/..ak harap adik ak Berjaya..sebagai kakak, ak sangat2 bangga dengan adik ak. Xsia2 kesungguhan dia lari 3.2km dlam 18minit smpai muntah2 lepas tu..hhehe..tu la..kje naik mto je..mana la nk fit...nge~..ngata dy.;.tp ak gumuk dh now..hehe..ak doakan adik ak Berjaya..harini mak n ayah buat kenduri kesyukuran sebab azam nk masuk u.hehe..mak ak ckp baru2 nih..adik masuk u ni pon ujian Tuhan buat kita..Tuhan nk tgok kita akan riak ke bongkak atau makin bersyukur dengan kurniaan TUhan pada kita. Alhamdulillah. Semua ni Allah yang beri. KLu Tuhan xnk bagi, buat la mcm mana pon..xkan dpt. Bila ak kenang rasa hepi ak ni..seronok adik dapat masuk u..baru ak tau,,mcm ni la perasaan kak2 ak bila ak dpt smbung study dulu.rupanya inilah perasaan seorang kak yang medoakan kejayaan adik2 yang masih kecik. Dulu2, time kecik, ak suka pukul azam, gaduh2..smpai ayah tny, xsayang kt adik ka dok buat adik mcm ni. Dh la ada sorg adik ja.ak xdak adik lain time tu. 2003, ak form 3..3hb9.mak baru bersalin kat danial.so ak pon ada la 2 adik. Yang ak syg sgt2.

Org yg pandai berkata2

Anuar org yg pandai berkata2..walaupon dy ckp benda yg xlogik..akan nmpak logic..org akan terpesona n mula pikir n terima je apa yg dy ckp.. tp adakah kita nk org yg pandai berkata2 semata2..apa motif anuar masuk politiK?nk blas dendam ke..syg lagi ke anuar kt Malaysia ni lepas dy masuk penjara.. ak Rasa anuar Cuma nk puas kan hati dy sbb dy masuk penjara dulu. Lagipon dlm dunia ni org cari satisfaction. Apa yg dibuat sbb nk capai satisfaction.

Better not to choose anuar.sgt2 risky je klu dy jd pemimpin.bnyk sgt yg pelik. Mna dy dpt dana beli baju lepas kuar penjara untuk himpunan baju kuning tu. Seyes ak pelik..kaya pulak dy nk beli tshirt untuk 4ribu org. Mmg politik kotor. Tp jgn smpai kita dipergunakan org yg Cuma nk puaskan hati dy n hajat dya.

Neway post ni mgkin akan bt ayah ak marah..hehe

kejam..Ustaz vs Murid 7tahun...tgok sape menang??

then...

last...


ntah la..sbb tu payah ak nk percaya geng2 ustaz skola agama..
pakai tudung2 labuh,,
ak bukan anti..cuma xpercaya
sbb dalaman tu lain
bnyk lakonan semata2..
sbb dorg kja ustaz so they act like they are noble infront of us
instead who may knows whats in their heart..
people expect them to be good people..
insan yg baik..konon2 kudus..
USTAZ2....i dont believe
i know its not all of them
i dont want to be prejudice but thats what always occur
perogol..tp kt dahi ade tanda hitam..nk prove rajin solat
padahal time sujud tu tenyeh dahi kuat2 kt lantai sbb berlakon
ak akui ramai org baik..luar dalam
tp sesetengah tu..terlampau berlakon
same goes to they theory of man who show more/ express about they think..wont be harmful or dare to rape..but people who so diam2/shy2 cat..mmg r..sgt2 hazardous and dangerous
xtahu la ape dalam otak/hati ustaz tu time seksa budak tu
kak aina suruh ak byg ak yg dh umo21..dh besar
kena ikat kt tgkap..then kak aina(25years old) kick ak
two hours ok
byg kan
sakit giler
itu bagi ak yg dh besar
cuba adik saiful syazani yg masih kecik
seorang kanak2 berusia 7tahun sepatotnya kita lindungi dan bagi kasih syg
kenapa ada manusia sanggup untuk pkul kanak2..
ak ada adik umo 8tahun
dan ak..kami sekeluarga sangat sayangkan danial..
hanya Tuhan yg tahu kasih kami pada danial\
td mak kol..ckp pasal budak yg mati kna pkul n cikgu
mak ckp..adik ktrg tengking sikit pon dh xbrani melawan
nk pulak kna ikat n tendang smpai mati

ntah la..malas nk komen pasal skola pas nih
org2 pas bnyk berlakon
mcm last time banjir kt kedah
menteri besar..jgn kan menteri besar..
wakil rakyat pon lgsg xjenguk tgok org banjir
bukan duet yg diharapkan
tp keprihatinan
mmg org pas bnyk berlakon
siap pakai kopiah..serban
layakkah org2 mcm tu jd pemimpin
penuh lakonan
dorg ckp je pandai
bnyk mempertikai sumbangan org
sumbangan dorg xde lgsg

even in alor star..it is most easily to get laid with girls from skola agama which i dont think the need of mentioning the name..
http://makngohselamoh.blogspot.com/2011/04/al-fatihah-untuk-arwah-saiful-syazani.html

SPM ADIKKU..AZAM MINERVA~

"To my beloved adik...Azam Minerva who managed to score 7Asz in SpM..dont feel frustrated xdpt straight As...i still love u baby..its a long way to go...hehe..ok pe 7A..xla teruk sgt.."


Well..thats my shout out on fb..
on 23rd March 2011..
azam arrived at alor setar from kl..
get a nap..
and wake up that morning..
i am excited too at the moment..
feel really curious to know his result.
we went to his school after ayah and danial come back from merentas desa.
After waiting for so long..
at last his result come in and he manage to score 7As in his SPM
he seem to be upset and disappointed..
my parents..
to his shock..he get b in English..
but for me it is still ok..
life is not only for straight As people..
it is made for everyone..
whether u get As or not..
there is always pathway for you to go on..
no matter u get in a polytechnic or ikm or university..
as long as u never give up..
n dont be lazy..
i admit i am lazy
i am planning to change myself..
be a better girl
a better sister for my sibling
a better daughter for my parents
a better friend for my friends..hehe


i know..azam didn't manage to score because he is too lazy yet too bz merempit
with his 135LC..



if u work harder before this,.,i bet u get the straight As
but it still ok la adikku..u r not too bad..
7A is always ok..
i am praying for you to get place in UPNM as u wishes...
last but not least
i am proud of u..

Born This Way~ :: SelfLOVE ::

Be yourself and dont let anyone ever tell you that you cant get yourdream!!..
free yourself
Let go anyone who think or say you can not fit in..
reject any person who ever say u are not good enough, pretty enough!!!!! 
COS U R BORN THIS WAY!!...God make no mistake..





You must never look back..
Never go backwards..
You must always forwards!!!!

Pink - Perfect [Lyrics]

Fuckin' Perfect Lyrics

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didnt slow me down.

Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same

Oh

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer

So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
http://www.elyricsworld.com/fuckin'_perfect_lyrics_pink.html
And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeeeeaaaahhh
Oooooooh
Oh baby pretty please

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

Losing My Grip To Reality

-..-..—its hard to say..i miss us..me and u are no longer called as us or we..